When I signed up for this race I knew what I was getting into. Sure, plan a cross country trip and throw in a marathon for good measure while your life is falling apart around you. Yes. That $100 is worth it. Money well spent.
Well… there are some things that I knew were falling apart when I planned this. I didn’t realize all the changes that would be happening this month. I just needed something good to look forward to.
As race and travel dates approach I am feeling so stressed. Stressed I’ll forget things, general anxiety associated with travel. Traveling back to IL for New Years was nice, Alex was there and there were very few expectations.
I feel overwhelmed at times. I set little goals for myself. It kind of helps.
That being aired… I am still happy to be doing this race. The Fox Valley Marathon is the course where I learned to run, and love running, and the camaraderie that comes with it.
I loved, cried and sweat all over those trails/streets/sidewalks. So I am eager to go back and just be there. I have completed the FVM before. I was not a happy camper. I was struggling with personal issues, but I am happy to go back.
I had good intentions. I got myself fit with a good coach, and a good plan. All of my good intentions crashed and burned in a pity party. I’ve let go of any goals or plans I had for this race. Instead I just want to go and enjoy it.
I’m bib # 1671. If you see me, please say hello.
emma lemma 